Enslee Cayden

Almost 6 years ago, another heart's desire was given to me....a little girl.  After 3 little boys and a heartbreaking miscarriage, I just assumed that we would have a family of boys, which I was totally grateful to have.  I remember the ultrasound appointment after months of being so sick and throwing up(I had lost 50 pounds prior to becoming pregnant and then lost another 16)!  I tried so hard to think of a boy "E" name that I liked as well as I loved my other boy names.  But anyway back to the ultrasound appointment, we went in and I just knew it was a boy.  Lo, and behold, the ultrasound technician asked how many do you have and we stated "3 boys" and she said "well they are going to have their hands full with this one!"  AND there SHE was.....My heart was so overjoyed!  I knew from that moment she would be the little girl that I never wanted to be.  The prissy, pink/purple, dress up, ballerina type!  To look at her today, I am so proud of her, she has a heart of gold.  She is amazing, she is strong and sensitive, she can read and write.  She is a lefty, and she isn't afraid to tell you what she believes.  She can pray the sweetest prayer and she will tell how she asked Jesus into her heart!  I am so thankful that God has allowed me to be her mommy for this time on Earth!  I love you Enslee Cayden!