Monday, October 1, 2012

15 years?

Has it been that long since I became a mommy for the very FIRST time?  I remember how excited I was to become a mom and how I called my dad and mom to tell them.  They were so thrilled too.  I was so young then, a mere 22 and I guess I had a lot of growing up to do and having a baby helped me grow up so much.  Evan has been such a joy, many say he is an old soul, because he has so much in common with people and has never been really immature.  He likes to go to church and sing in the choir and sing specials.  He is content to hang out with dear old mom or his family.  He is intelligent and trustworthy and works hard.  He is working hard this year as a freshman in the Honors Academy and is about to get his learner's permit.  I can say that he makes me humble.  He is sweet, kind, and so passionate about life and what he wants to do.

Thank you Lord for my time with him as a baby, as a child, and now as a teenager!  He enriches my life every day.  Happy Birthday Evan.  I love you to the moon and back!  <3  Love, MOM

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Happy 9 Months!

I haven't posted a lot about Jaxon lately.  He is growing like a little weed though.  He is currently 9 1/2 months and he weighed 22 lbs, 12 ozs and was 29 3/4 inches at his 9 month appointment.  I am amazed at what he is doing at such a young age.  I guess it has a lot to do with all of the experience he is getting with his older brothers and sister.  He started sitting up at 6 months, crawling at 7 months, cruising the furniture at 8 months, and is into everything that his brothers and sister are doing.  He loves table food and sweet tea, but we are careful to make sure he gets his Nutramigen formula and stage 3 baby food (not much longer, though)!   He doesn't like tart or bitter foods like peaches.  He is trying to use a sippy cup.  He has 7 teeth and cutting more.  He has blue eyes with little brown specks in them just like Eastan and his hair is changing daily.  He is wearing 12-18 months clothes and size 3 shoes (if we can get him to wear them)!  He is sitting stationary in a size 4 diaper.

Sometimes, we catch him looking at books and babbling.  I hope he likes to read.  I read to him and sing to him a lot.  He likes to be busy and loves to listen to the singing at church.  He understands some sign language and clicks his tongue.  He loves pat-a cake and ride a little horsey....SO precious.  Thankful that God allowed me to mother one more.  It won't be long now and this baby will be one and we will wonder where the time has gone.  Just thankful and grateful that God saw fit to bless me with Jaxon. 

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Eastan Carter

I remember this day quite well, the anticipation setting in as we prepared the house and Evan and Ethan for baby #3 that would be arriving in less than 48 hours.  I always wanted to bring a baby home to a clean house because after that it was hard to get anything done.  And then there were 3.  His little blue eyes, his fiery red hair, his sweet disposition, his sweet little heart, his compassion for right and wrong.  I love you Eastan Carter and you are so special to me.  All of these years of raising you, I know God has something special in store for you.  8 years ago on August 2nd, my heart grew to make room for you, sweet boy.  Happy Birthday!


Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Enslee Cayden

Almost 6 years ago, another heart's desire was given to me....a little girl.  After 3 little boys and a heartbreaking miscarriage, I just assumed that we would have a family of boys, which I was totally grateful to have.  I remember the ultrasound appointment after months of being so sick and throwing up(I had lost 50 pounds prior to becoming pregnant and then lost another 16)!  I tried so hard to think of a boy "E" name that I liked as well as I loved my other boy names.  But anyway back to the ultrasound appointment, we went in and I just knew it was a boy.  Lo, and behold, the ultrasound technician asked how many do you have and we stated "3 boys" and she said "well they are going to have their hands full with this one!"  AND there SHE was.....My heart was so overjoyed!  I knew from that moment she would be the little girl that I never wanted to be.  The prissy, pink/purple, dress up, ballerina type!  To look at her today, I am so proud of her, she has a heart of gold.  She is amazing, she is strong and sensitive, she can read and write.  She is a lefty, and she isn't afraid to tell you what she believes.  She can pray the sweetest prayer and she will tell how she asked Jesus into her heart!  I am so thankful that God has allowed me to be her mommy for this time on Earth!  I love you Enslee Cayden! 


Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Ethan Charles

Today is a special day for my sweet son.  My second son, Ethan Charles was born today.  My smallest baby to date, my miracle baby, the baby that I waited for so long. The baby they told me I might never have... I waited almost 6 years for him to come.  He is sensitive, sweet and very caring and compassionate about everyone he meets.  He takes and takes and when he has had enough he retreats to his quiet place.  I am so grateful for him, he holds a special place in my heart!  I thank the Lord for him! He is 9 years old today and his middle name is after my daddy who died a year before he was born.  I love you Ethan!

Sunday, April 1, 2012

April 2, 2012


Well folks, Jason and I made it to year one of marriage (4/2/12).  He has done pretty well of taking on a woman with four kids and then adding on one of his own.  At times, I can see his eyes glaze over, but his patience is overwhelmingly present and it calms me.  The last year and a half have been amazing. Here are some pictures to show our family and how we have traveled this amazing journey TOGETHER!


 This is our engagement photo taken my Michelle Carter of Michelle Carter Photography.  
(All photos courtesy of Michelle Carter Photography)

Our wedding day surround by family and friends! 

Our new precious family joined!


Finding that Jaxon was coming to join us!

Knowing that my 4 angels would love this angel more than life itself was overwhelming!

 A family of 6....almost a family of 7!

And then...that sweet baby came and made that daddy so happy....so overjoyed...beyond words

GOD has truly blessed....How can anyone not see that!

Our cup runneth over!

Saturday, March 10, 2012

In the eyes of kids

Do you ever wonder what kids think about?  I do a lot and especially wonder what my little guy Jaxon is thinking about as we take care of him daily.  Does he feel safe and secure?  Does he feel loved, does he really even know what love is yet?  Jaxon has just started crying when he is upset...wanting a bottle usually.  After that bottle, he is the most content little fellow. He is so alert now, only taking 2 to 3 little naps a day.  He is smiling and laughing and kicking his little legs and holding his head up.  Since he was diagnosed with reflux and milk protein allergy he is not been on his tummy or back a lot because he spits up so bad.  So today, I laid him on his gym and let him play and laid beside him.  He smiled and reached for the toys hanging and just "talked" to me and the toys. 

I do not even have to wonder what my older guys and gal are thinking because they sure do let me know on a daily basis, and what they have to tell me is very enlightening!  So glad that they all have a good foundation and are not afraid to have a talk with dear old mom about things that bother them or about questions they have.  It is very important in this day and age to keep the lines of communication open with them.  The world is crazy and so unknown.  I can raise them the best that I can and hope that the old adage stays true..."Raise up a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not depart from it".